Memories...Seek and u shall find??

Looking back on good memories has always been a sweet thing to do. However, there is something about memories that i have learnt- NEVER seek as you shall NEVER find. Many times, I found memories so addictive. I got so caught up with them and loose sight with the timeframe I'm now in. I seek out for them but only to know that I cant find them back again. Disappointments after disappointments.... And I have came to a conclusion that memories are just meant to be kept in the heart and not for us to seek out.


A friend whom I have gone through thick and thin with during my days in Vancouver was habouring plans to visit our frens in Vancouver. As we are discussing about it excitedly, I suddenly quietened down. Maybe it is not a good idea afterall. I am so afraid that I will experience another disappointment. Those memories that I have are so perfect in my eyes. What if things are not the same anymore when we go back? Our environment changes and so do people. How can we be sure that everything is still the same? What if I cannot find back those memories? Will my once perfect memories got tinted as well? I really dont know.