Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Another disappearance, another disappointment.
You have caused me so much misery that I have lost all my emotions, I can only be indifferent now

Please do not take away my smile
Please wipe away my tears....

Hang in there!

Sometimes Life hands you lemons,
But U can make lemonade.

Of Course, Sometimes Life pulls down your pants,
Runs a power sander across your naked butt,
then pours lemon juice on your abraded buttocks.

In that Case, a cool citrus drink wouldnt really help
But darn it....
I STILL have to hang in there anyway!

Aza Aza Fighting!!!!

Freak..

I am a korean drama freak! My life now evolved around korean dramas. Completed both "Full House" and "My Girl" within 4 consecutive nights and "Goong" in only 1.5 days. Ultimate!!! My eyes are popping out in no time.

I felt proud of my triumph initially. But it really freaks me out now. I should GET A LIFE!!!
I truly regreted wasting my precious weekend watching Goong. It is not that its bad but this is just not how I should have spent my weekend. Esp when my days in Vancouver are numbered.

Haiz... When can I persuade myself to stop watching all these melodramatic love stories which might not even exist in real life.... Living in a make-believe world was what I have been doing for the past week. Pretending to be the actress, feel for her, empathise with her and longing to be loved just like her...

WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!